{"id":401,"date":"2003-12-01T11:58:19","date_gmt":"2003-12-01T16:58:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/martinepage.com\/wp\/2003\/12\/01\/distance\/"},"modified":"2003-12-01T11:58:19","modified_gmt":"2003-12-01T16:58:19","slug":"distance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/2003\/12\/01\/distance\/","title":{"rendered":"Distance"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tu ne prononceras probablement jamais le mot <em>gai<\/em> m\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdme s&rsquo;il ne met plus personne mal \u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd l&rsquo;aise. Plus que les luttes et la politique, ce qui compte pour toi c&rsquo;est de pr\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdserver ton intimit\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd, celle que tu \u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtais all\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd te b\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtir, loin de ta famille. Tu m&rsquo;as dit un jour, vaguement, que &laquo; les choses \u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtaient devenus folles avec le sida &raquo;. Nous avions termin\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd un repas bien arros\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd et nous avions parl\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd un peu plus que d&rsquo;habitude. Ton regard s&rsquo;est alors fait lointain et la conversation s&rsquo;est arr\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdt\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bde l\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd. Par timidit\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd, je n&rsquo;ai pas os\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd poser les questions qui auraient pu m&rsquo;aider \u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd mieux te conna\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtre. Mon affection et mon respect pour toi me gardent de pousser cette limite et tu sais tr\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bds bien faire respecter cette distance.<\/p>\n<p>Dommage tout de m\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdme. Je ne saurai peut-\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtre jamais le poids de ces mots pour toi, ce que cela a pu signifier dans cette partie de ta vie qui restera toujours un myst\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdre et qui semble aujourd&rsquo;hui si loin de toi.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.linkandthink.org\/participate.shtml\">Link and Think<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tu ne prononceras probablement jamais le mot gai m\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdme s&rsquo;il ne met plus personne mal \u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd l&rsquo;aise. Plus que les luttes et la politique, ce qui compte pour toi c&rsquo;est de pr\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdserver ton intimit\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd, celle que tu \u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtais all\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bd te b\u00c3\u00af\u00c2\u00bf\u00c2\u00bdtir, loin de ta famille. Tu m&rsquo;as dit un jour, vaguement, que &laquo; les choses&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/2003\/12\/01\/distance\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Distance<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/401"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=401"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/401\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=401"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=401"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.martinepage.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=401"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}