Growing fat on solitude

« He loved the glorious silence a morning brought, knowing that he had no appointments that afternoon and no engagements that evening. He had grown fat on solitude, he thought, and had learned to expect nothing from the day but at best a dull contentment. Sometimes the dullness came to the fore with a strange and insistent ache which he would entertain briefly, but learn to keep at bay. Mostly, however, it was the contentment he entertained; the slow ease and the silence could, once night had fallen, fill him with a happiness that nothing, no society nor the company of any individual, no glamour or glittler, could equal. […]

He knew that he had to allow his mind its freedoms. He lived on the randomness of the mind’s workings, and, now, as the day began, he found himself involved in a new set of musings and imaginings. He wondered how an idea could so easily change shape and appear fresh in a new guise; he did not know how close to the surface this story had been lurking. »

From The Master, by Colm Toibin.

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By Martine

Screenwriter / scénariste-conceptrice


  1. @Beth: I’ve been thinking about you while reading this book – telling myself that you would probably enjoy it. It feels a little too much like a biography (of Henry James) at times, but it has great insight on the writing/artistic life. And some of the social life reminds me of scenes from Downton Abbey ;)

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